I know which has brought me more blessings. Blessings of a far richer kind and I don’t mean money. Once you have literally lost everything, you see and appreciate blessings everywhere. It changes you that’s for sure. I lost my good health first through vaccine damage, then I lost my career as a consequence, then my husband lost his business, then we lost our home, then the marriage, but one thing I never lost and that was my faith because my Lord had been right there through good times and bad. You got to appreciate both and see the hidden gifts in the bad as much as when you see them shining brightly in the good. The depths of darkness and aloneness hold the most richest gifts of all if only we look hard enough.